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Bikinis & Beer

Its summer time! Been working on my tan lines and working my butt off at the 9-fiver - uuhhgg! Sorry I have not posted in a while, been super busy! I have been updating my photos and several new videos added to my galleries, just lacking on my Blog and for those of you who read this, Im sorry!

Lots going on in my world! I sold my home and moved into a cozy condo. I love it! So that has taken up a lot of my free time, but things are settling down now and I have a little more PLAY time :-)

So one of my long time fans offered to pay me good money for one of my bra and panty sets - I agreed, but shocked someone would actually pay for them HA HA. Thats pretty cool, I am waiting to hear back from him which set he wants, I love them ALL they are so pretty, I hope he doesn’t choose one of my favorites!!! I am sure they will be in good hands and taken care of - giggle!

I took my babies (my dogs) to the groomers to get their summer hair cut this past weekend, they look sooo CUTE! I love it, but I don’t think they do! They look like little lions; I guess that is why they call it the "Lion" cut - DUH!

What else.... someone side swiped my new car! AAARRGG! $1300 in damages, I am so upset. The worst part, I drove off from the parking lot, and when I turned on my windshield wipers the note from whoever did it, went flying - I did not see the note ... so that was NOT a good day!

That pretty much sums up the drama in my life! :-)

I am so happy summer is here! I love relaxing pool side with a good book, just started my new summer read, I have wanted this book for a while now, but I’m almost done, and I just bought it! I am a HUGE Glenn Beck fan, so I bought his new book. I love his twisted sense of humor! ha ha...

I needed a new phone, so I decided to buy the Verizon Juke. Its small compared to my old Blackberry – but I absolutely LOVE IT! I have had it for about a week now, and have loaded about 150 songs onto it so far. I spent 5 hours at the pool last weekend, and I played the music the entire time, when I left the pool I still had ½ of the battery left, how cool is that? I am sure the newness will wear off soon, but for now I like playing with all the buttons! I bought the teal green one, its so pretty! I wish they had pink though – oh well!

Okay, well I am off work today, gotta go pack my beach bag, get my bikini out of the dryer and fill the cooler with a few ice cold Coronas and go get my tan on!

Have a GREAT DAY!

XOXO, Betty

"Porn Star" Is A Label That Lives With You Forever

I'll never forget when I was getting ready to make my amateur website live almost four years ago, my good friend warned me...

"Remember that "Porn Star" is a label that lives with you forever so be prepared for the negative feedback from some. Once your photos are on the Internet, they are there forever."

I have always been a non-judgmental person. I only surrounded myself with the same, so I never really took the advise to heart, because I didn't have anyone in my close circle that would judge me on my decisions, because after all, I am a good person, and unless someone told you I had a "porn" website, you would never in a million years guess I would do such a thing if you met me in person. I don't go around announcing my private affairs, I don't take drugs, nor do I dress or act the part.

I was reminded of this conversation last year when someone I barely knew went prying in my personal affairs and discovered my secret, and it was devastating to say the least. How can someone call themselves a Christian and do the things they have done? The Christian thing to do would be to offer to take one to church and be a better person, not try to destroy someone's life because their morals are different. Sin is sin, and purposely trying to destroy someone's life is far worse than taking nudie pictures and posting them on the Internet. Period.

With that being said, I am not a "Porn Star", porn stars are treated like royalty. Look at all the porn stars, they make a crap load of money, and do far worse than I have ever or will ever do on film. I have never posed in photos with a bunch of men, I am not a whore and I am not doing anything in my bedroom that my neighbors are not doing or WISH they were doing, except I am recording it - Big Whoop-Di-Do! Hey we all have sex. What's the big flippen deal?

You can go to the gas station right now and pick up a porno mag for a few bucks and see far worse than you will view on my website. I don't understand, a girl can pose for Playboy and be looked up too, but if you have an amateur website your a WHORE. What's the difference? 90% of my photos are me posing in sexy lingerie and high heels and I have ONE, I repeat ONE male guest in my photos - the same male, so how does that make me a whore?

The truth is that I take sexy photographs and put them on the Internet to make money. Nothing I would even consider porn except in the most prudish manner. Nakid pictures are nothing to get all hot and bothered over, at least in this sense. Most of my pictures show me scantily clad or fondling myself. Hell, what's wrong with fondling yourself?

The reason I am writing about this today, is I have just been reminded again this past weekend, how true my girlfriends advise was... I will always be labeled, and it is something I will have to live with forever, regardless if my site is still on the Internet or not. So if people are going to talk about me either way whether it is my past or my present - Might as well hold my head up high and live my life the way I chose to do so. I cant make people like me, and that's just what it all boils down too.

I do find it odd that I am being looked at like a monster, uhhh HELLO! I'm not the only chick in the world posing nude for the camera! Hell, for all you know your own neighbor could have a website, I personally have friends who have websites that are in every profession you could imagine from the cashier at the department store, airline stewardess, hair dressers, realtors to city employees!

Lets not forget Hollywood Starlets...

Britney Spears, giving the media crotch shots, sans her panties, Paris Hilton and Pamela Anderson make sex videos, Vanessa Williams - She was Miss America at one time, before Penthouse published nude photos she had posed for when she was 18. Guess what, they are all REAL people, and their family and friends stuck by them, they didn't throw them out like garbage.

I could go on and on....

American Idol - Normal everyday people posing nude on the Internet.... Frenchie worked for a porn/cam site and was kicked off American Idol, however she went on to lead a successful career on Broadway, Antonella Barba a young girl from last season had racey photos appear on the Internet, and on the current 2008 season there is a guy on there who used to be a male stripper - People still watch the show, they are not a "disgrace" to their families or the World as they get up on the stage then and NOW!

The reason I use American Idol, as an example, because they are "normal" people, who have done the same thing - naughty photos on the Internet. You know what, they have had to deal with the media, and their private business being told to the entire world, kinda like what someone tried to do to me... The only difference is their friends and family stuck by them, comforted them, and told them it would be "ok".....

You know what? Really, who cares? Ill stop there, but really I could do this all day long.

So, What's the big deal?

We all want to have sex, we all want to think we're beautiful, sexy, hot. We all have problems, but me posing on the Internet is NOT one of your problems, so quit making it one.

We all need love and understanding and there is so much more to life than to worry about what everyone else is doing, and life is much more enjoyable when you have an open heart and an open mind and just accept the fact that we are all unique and different and some just may live a little bit different than you, but that does not make them a bad person.

Someone you know posing nude on the Internet should be the farthest from your worries, there are drug dealers, kidnappers, murderers out there on the streets, our corrupt government - your worries or concerns should be focused on something more significant where it actually affects your quality of life.

My bedroom activities does not involve you, therfore is not of your concern.

I never told you, and if you were not snooping through my private affairs, you would have NEVER known! So you have no one to blame but your own self, all the hurt, anger and whatever else you feel you brought upon yourself... It's not my fault. Who does what you did to me? I have never heard of anyone doing these things to another person. How do you not feel ashamed for your actions? I could not do to my WORST enemy, what you have done to me. What you did was far worse than PORN.

I can only say, we all have a past and secrets we don't want others to know. Those who live in glass houses should not throw stones. And you have the biggest glass house, of anyone I know. You may not agree with PORN, but I don't agree with your past or present for that matter - but I never smeared your name through the mud, called you out on your mistakes, nor judged you. It's your life, you have to look at yourself in the mirror each morning as do I, and if your ok with what you see in the mirror then that's all that matters.

Bottom line: Live and let live.

Howdy Yall!

Im sooo SORRY I have been MIA for a little while... please forgive me!!!!!!!!

I have received so many emails asking if I'm "ok" - YES, I am good... just LIFE interrupting my porn schedule, that's all!- ha ha

Gawsh, I dont know where to start, or if I should even mention all the new happenings in my life, I mean its not SEXY or HOT just normal life STUFF...

If you want Sexy, and HOT stop reading now...

Ok, I warned you!

4 weeks ago, when I first went MIA I learned my baby Priscilla was pregnant - YIKES! I did NOT plan for this, and took every precaution other than getting her "fixed", you know the whole diaper and separating bit... well, I don't know the first thing about canine reproduction (not my specialty) and did NOT know that they get pregnant AFTER their heat cycle... and of course, I was not taking any precautions... so long story short.... my baby was getting really fat, I took her to the vet and had an X-Ray taken, he said "congratulations" she was going to have 5 babies in about 10 days and exactly 7 DAYS later, I had 5 precious puppies.... thank goodness I am not a procrastinator and was READY!

They will be 3 weeks old tomorrow - Friday.

So needless to say... I have been a mother to those cute little babies.. hey, does this make me a MILF??? ......... ;-)

Its hard work, and I have no clue how people can breed for a living, when all is said and done I will put less than 1K in my bank account, which is a lot of money... BUT when you break down the late hours, and loss of sleep it comes out to pennies.... my babies are going to be 3 weeks old tomorrow, and now actually look like REAL puppies and it brings me to tears that I will have to let them go in 5 weeks... :-(

I am going to keep them for 8 weeks, the norm is 6 weeks, but they are a small breed and my vet said 8 weeks will be better for them... so as much as this has put a dent in my schedule, I have to do what is best for them, you know?

All 5 babies have homes already, and that is a BIG brick off my shoulders, but that is what I have been doing in my spare time, and so I apologize for not keeping my diary up to date... just had other things going on.

I also applied for a new job with a major airline, and am waiting to hear back from them for an interview - I'm ready for a career change. NO I am not going to give up my website, but my current 9-5 is just too much for me - lots of hours and stress and the pay is not worth it. I am over qualified for my position anyway, I should be making MUCH more than I am... hell I am still paying my damn student loans off.... Blah!

I also got the flu bug that was going around about 2 weeks ago, but I am better now.

So anyhow, this is just a BITCHY diary entry, and Im sorry... but HEY, I am a real person and even though I have a pornsite, I am still REAL and I just felt like spilling my guts out... so there you go!

Whew... I feel better! :-)

On another note - (ha ha) I updated my photos, as well as added 2 new video's to my Video Gallery :-)

Love, Betty

Home Alone & Horny

There are so many wonderful things about masturbation, nobody knows what you like more than yourself, right. You can also think about whatever you want, no matter how naughty it might be and nobody but you ever has to know. I like to think about all the kinky things I want to try, & all the naughty things I want others to do to me…

I’m a big fan of masturbation. It’s something I discovered at a very young age, and have happily been engaging in ever since. My methods have changed over the years, but the results are still the same, a nice, warm, wet, tingly feeling between my legs! Obviously now I’m very sexually active but among all the sex I have, I always find time to masturbate. To be completely honest, I’ve found with myself that the more sex I have, the more I tend to masturbate. It’s not that the sex doesn't satisfy me, it definitely does…but the more satisfaction I get, the more I want it.

Sometimes I do it more, and occasionally I do it less, but on average twice a day I’ll spread my legs and truly enjoy myself. I use my toys a lot, I keep some of my favorites by the bed at all times, but often it’s just me and my fingers. Masturbation is a wonderful thing, something that should be enjoyed by everyone!

I have recorded my first VIDEO - Home Alone & Horny - The Video will be live on my website this week.. it is a first for me, I have lots of XXX photos of me masturbating, but have yet to post a FULL SOUND Video ... I hope you get as much pleasure out of it as I did!

I am excited to hear the feedback on the Video - I love hearing from you!

XOXO Betty

New Video

The other day, when I got home from work, I was really horny and I really wanted to get off, so I grabbed the camera, set it up on the tripod, and made a little video....

I actually have been very naughty, for the FIRST time I recorded me giving one of my "friends" some oral pleasure ... OMG! I have been a verrry BAD Girl!

I will be posting it LIVE on my website this coming week!!!!!!!!!

Stay Tuned!

Road Head ;-)

Silly Presidential Quiz - Interesting...

Who You Should Vote For

Barack Obama: 60% Hillary Clinton: 47% Ron Paul: 47% John McCain: 33% Mitt Romney: 27% Mike Huckabee: 13% Who you agree with on the war in Iraq: Ron Paul Who you agree with on the economy: Hillary Clinton, and Mitt Romney Who you agree with on health care: Barack Obama Who you agree with on taxes: Barack Obama and Hillary Clinton Who you agree with on abortion: Hillary Clinton and Barack Obama Who you agree with on gay rights: Ron Paul and John McCain

Who Should You Vote For?

Fun @ The Post Office

Hey! Just checking in, hope all is well with you in your world. I have been a really good girl this week, so nothing too exciting really to write about...

I did have a funny thing happen to me the other day though *giggle*

I sold a bunch of my lingerie last week ( gotta make room for new stuff - I have SO MUCH!), I had boxed everything up real nice and loaded all 12 boxes full of goodies and on my lunch break I ran to the post office.

It was a big production as I had to make several trips out to my car and back to the counter, because there was just too much to carry in one or three trips. It was obvious the people standing in line behind me were getting a little upset that I was taking so long as the guy was weighing in all my boxes.

The guy behind the counter was very nice (and cute). He asked if I sold on ebay, I told him yes. So he then tells me I could save money if I changed out my packaging on a few of the boxes for flat rate shipping.

So I thought about it for a second, if I unpack these boxes and repack at home I will have to spend another lunch break standing in line OR I could just do it here in front of all these people who are also on their lunch break who are already glaring at me for taking so long.... hmmmm..... what's a girl to do...

So after he told me I could save 30 bucks, I figured what the hell, so I DID! I unpacked all that lingerie and panties and nighties right there in the middle of the lobby - ha ha!

It was pretty funny, I got a kick out of it! So anyway, if you ever have to ship anything (now I know) the post office has a flat rate shipping box - as much as you can squeeze into it for less than $10!

So maybe Ill have something more exciting to write about next time - all work no play for me lately - boo hoo...

Have a great week!

Hugs, Betty

Silly Girls

What a weekend, I had the best of times!

Started with a girls night in the city - we rented a party bus to take us all there, so we didn't have to worry about who was going to be the D.D. I am not sure if we had more fun in the bus or at the club itself, its a toss up..... the club played some awesome 80's music, I totally was enjoying myself and showing my age amongst all the youngins who looked like they just turned old enough to drink, while lip singing to guns-n-roses and whitesnake - ha ha -

We were having fun teasing lots of guys, and we all made up "stage names" we had a hard time keeping up with our fake names as the night grew... ha ha... I dont know why we play these silly games, I guess to pass the time, it gets kinda boring standing around waiting for the alcohol to kick in so we try to keep ourselves entertained I guess.

We danced a lot, I drank too much wine, but all in all it was a blast. I don't get out but once or twice a month with the girls because of my busy schedule, so when I do get out I am like a kid in a candy store with all the hotties.

One of my best friends is gay and he is the ONLY guy allowed to hang with us on "Girls Night", he is the MOST FUN to hang with, he cracked me up all night. I just love hanging with him, he is Fab-U-lous and was definitely was the best dress guy there!!!

I did go home solo, incase you were wondering! What kinda girl do you think I am (giggle)

Went to a get together on Sunday to watch the game, they loved my BBQue Meatballs - and made a promise to bring them again for the Super Bowl Party... they are very yummy - Ill post the recipe here later, its an easy dish that is always a crowd favorite.

I have not had a chance to answer my email - I will get to it this week - PROMISE! Just not enough hours in the day :-)

Hope everyone had a grat weekend! Feel free to post comments here, I know you guys are reading this - Now leave me some messages dang it! - he he..... XOXO

My Blue Nighty *giggle*

If you can't laugh at yourself, everyone will do it for you.

It's true. Sometimes, you really have to just giggle at your own mistakes. I learned that the other day when I went to the dry cleaners.

I had emptied out my "dry cleaning" hamper, filled with mostly business attire (slacks, blazers and a few blouses), and dropped it off at the cleaner's in the VIP overnight "drop off" on my way home from work on Wednesday.


I returned Friday to claim my items, so I will have clean clothes to wear to work next week. The guy was grinning when he handed me my bag. He told me the price, which was cheaper than I expected. I paid, and as soon as I returned home and started to put away my clothes, then saw what he was smirking about. Attached to my garment bag was a little note: "Sorry we couldn't get stains out of blue slip. Fee was reduced." And that's when it dawned on me.. Stains? Blue Slip? Oh no!

Yep. Sure enough, there was the blue slip that I threw in the "dry clean only hamper" so it would not get mixed with my normal wash, and I placed it in this hamper for the time being with every intention of taking it out and trying to hand wash it when I had time.

I had worn this slip in a set of photos I had taken for my website, unfortunately, I had my hands coated in baby oil when I was posing for the camera. Set in the dainty blue silk material were HAND PRINTS across the boobs. LOL I had to wonder how hard they'd tried to remove the oil from the silk. There was no doubt that the stains were hand prints. *giggle*

So, now I have a new rule. When taking anything to the dry cleaners, I will check to make sure there are no pervy stains on my stuff BEFORE I drop them off to be cleaned. Ha ha.


Still a little embarrassed, I wonder if they took a photo of my nighty and placed it on a bulletin board in the break room... *giggle*

Company X-Mas Party

So now it's been three weeks, and the water cooler gossip is STILL going on. I'm sure by now the story has completely changed. Rumor probably tells it differently, but it really was just some innocent flirting aided by a couple of drinks. LOL

I know I've mentioned before, how some of the women make the office water cooler gossip about me, but sometimes... I just have to giggle as I walk by. The latest stories of "The Company Holiday Party" are probably going to be around for a few months. LOL

My company had rented a beautiful hall at a local 5 star hotel. It was absolutely beautiful, yummy food, a dance floor, and a great DJ. I love getting dressed up! I wore a long beautiful red gown, and pinned my hair up in a french twist. Wore my favorite pearl earrings and matching necklace. It was neat to see everyone who you see on a day to day basis all decked out in formal attire, I didn't even recognize some of them! A few of them clean up real nice (ha ha)

The party started off with the usual small talk - about business, new contracts and goals for the coming year... BORING! I had a few glasses of champagne and was ready to get the party started, I was not there to talk about business, I wanted to let loose, have fun and take full advantage of my companies generosity of picking up the tab at the end of the night *giggle*

Of course, the free booze was probably what started it all. Ha ha. but I could see as the time passed, most had started to let their guards down, not standing straight up and even slouching a little - instead of handshakes when seeing a familiar face, now being greeted with hugs... the soft voices, no more - there was laughter and you could no longer hear what the person next to you was saying.

I was ready to PAR-TAY - No one else was on the dance floor, So I headed out there, and started grabbing other girls I knew on my way out to the dance floor. We had fun, and I could see now all eyes were focused on us, a few in disbelief, they were jealous because we were having fun. After several songs, there were more people now out on the dance floor, and the party has finally started!

That's when I noticed the big boss watching me. Every time his wife turned her head, or got up to go get food or a fresh drink, his eyes were glued on me. I acted like I didn't see him, but started this fun slow grind. He was all eyes. You should have seen the gal from accounting - if looks could kill - She's had the hots for boss man for MONTHS. I danced a few more songs, and went back to my table.

The boss kept glancing over and smiling, every time his wife wasn't looking. I was having so much fun, I probably threw him a wink. But, since I had to carpool, I left when my designated driver left. Shame!

We'll see what the verdict is come time for a raise. *wink*

Happy New Year!

I guess you would expect me, the amateur porno girl who has these wild escapades all year long, would have run out, bought a sexy revealing outfit to strut my stuff on New Years Eve. You know, get silly sloppy drunk and kiss random people after the countdown to the new year, never to remember the sloppy kisses the next morning - Ya me too, ha ha!

Nope, this year I was a good girl and stayed in. I watched the ball drop on TV with my dogs, ate the last of the Christmas cookies a co-worker had given me, with a glass of milk and just vegged out. BORING!

It was boring at the time, but come New Years Day, as I spoke to most of my girlfriends, they were all feeling very lousy with horrible hangovers, I on the other hand was well rested and feeling GREAT!

So its now 2008, a new year, a fresh start and I am determined to make it better than the last!

My site has been redesigned http://www.bettybettybetty.com/ , big thanks to my girl Kylie! *Hugs*

I have opened a Video Store - Only 2 Videos thus far, More to come! Check out my VIDEOS link on my website! So that's the news for now!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HUGS, Betty